a strange thing just happened. Not strange as such, but definitely something that my subconscious decided to absorb enough to leak into my frontal lobe.
At 7pm precisely I lit the incense and placed it on Guangyan's holder and put my hands together in a Buddhist style and closed my eyes and tried to put my vibrations in tune with the values of Guanyan (or the defining states of mind that She is said to
represent).
I'm not a deity person, I like Buddhism because of the way I interpret the teachings of Master Hsing Yin in his book called Lotus in a Stream , he explains very well in a modern style how Buddhism works. In my mind the stories he tells and the way I read them certainly has linkings with string theory and the law of attraction. Back on subject!...
I closed my eyes while I was doing the vulcan mind meld state and tuned my quantum strings with those of the appropriate states and images, the idea being,just by imagining stuff - it can happen, the same with thoughts or intentions - they will come to be if the situation is right combined with the right cause and so on, come take a peek in my mind and you'll see what I mean.
When things harmonize, they must (IMHO) first resonate with each other just before the helix's combine. That's what happened, there was a red and yellow lightness to the other side of my eyelids. Not looking at my eyelids, just a visual confirmation of a thought happening, like the light on a USB stick flashing in time with the data transfer. "wow, that's nice" said I and went through the same motions again, mind tuning and letting go like the inside of a slow motion balloon bursting and lo-and-behold, it happened again.
Thing is, I didn't realise to try and extend it more. It just was time to open my eyes again. Lots of thoughts happened in light speed, only to be recalled and realised after. I was two steps away and went back for another go thinking it must have been the lamps or the glow of the incense but it wasn't those. It wouldn’t work without the thought thing as well, I didn’t try with the thought thing again because it didn’t feel shiny.
Now is later when I caught up with the burst transmission through my synapses sent by subby just after the silent kerrrzing of two thought helix's coming together, one and
one being just slightly less than one because both helix's will inevitably share some strings that are opposed and cancel each other out when they join and thus sharpen or focus a thought incrementally.
Ever file merged with php? trying to merge two files of names some records are the same so 1024 bytes added to 1024 bytes can sometimes equal 2000 bytes.
More thoughts started to form and were accompanied with a well being feeling, a warmth that has no temperature. The kind I feel in moments where I realise my partner has done something to make my life easier and hadn't thought to mention it, she must have been doing that for ages…, the outrush of love and gratitude.
My woes of the day that were feedbacking in two sided circles as I fought for a relaxed mind after a busy days work suddenly unravelled like twisted up elastic bands and were left to float in the space in my head that occupies a similar dimension and only pops in now and then unexpectedly (like that
guy that eats so loudly). I was cured! I could walk! etc, summit happened and it really went ping like a moment of clarity. I couldn't precisely explain what happened but rather than feel frustrated, I felt comforted that it had happened and subby (you know, him in the back of conscious) would probably send me some dreams this week. I hope those lions don't come back, yeah they did what they were told last time but they had that 'look'….. Mutiny! fetch me a Bounty. mmmm chocolate.
